To me it seemed that they didn't want me any more. On purpose they left the garden gate open for me to escape. I was only 3 years old! For hours I went down the road with my toy tractor. A farmer called the police. My father send his employee to take me back home by car.This became a habit and I was free to do what I wanted. The gate always was open. Most of the time I was welcome by any neighbours. At home my mother shouted to me and slapped me with a long, wooden cooking spoon, because of my wet socks, I didn't eat my bread or for bad grades at school. My parents didn't pay for dental treatment I needed. My smile and speech always was odd. At the end of my secondary school degree, my parents forced me to take on a trainee position at a bakery as a sales assistant. I wanted to work in a hotel and accepted an offer as a receptionist.
Because of my ordeal and my teeth I never got married. I moved to London and accepted a proposal for marriage at the age of 32. I became pregnant but the marriage didn't last. My friends said he married me for a roof over his head, he was a cone artist. At least I was a happy single mother and I love my child. I also found my direction and what kind of man I would like. I believed for years I get married again. But the men didn't seem to be interested in me. I focused on my teeth and went for private dental treatment, which is not complete. I run out of money but soon or later my teeth will be normal. Now I am 49 years old and my feelings of love are out of this world.
The End.
Uhm I couldn't be bothered reading that wall of text,but to answer your question,my parents are loving and caring.

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…No…"they" are DEAD !
Sweetheart, it sounds like you have had a difficult road. You could try going to a singles night at your local church? Or joining a dating site. Don't give up on love – it may come to you when you least expect it. Give your child your love, and pray to your Heavenly father who loves you more than anyone else in the world.
I had a schitzohrenic father and a manic depressive mother, and I'm now going to therapy to sort through my life. I do know however that my faith in God is what brought me through and continues to give meaning to my life.
Best wishes
Dont worry, I am sure your patents loved you they just weren't smart parents. And the question is "are your parent loving and caring?" yes they are, they have 6 children including me and they love us so much my oldest brother is married and mum loves him heaps but dad not as much. Dad loves everyone except for my oldest brother and mum loves everyone!
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